Hope

It's tempting to feel like I'm supposed to be pregnant right now. I was pregnant and that was never supposed to end without resulting in a healthy baby. I have to let go of the entitlement, nothing in life is guaranteed. I shouldn't even take for granted that 12 weeks that I had with my baby. I got to see her in ultrasounds and I got to know what it's like to have life growing inside me, many are denied such a privilege. There are many scenarios that could have been a million times worse. I hope that I have "paid my dues" so to speak and good things are on the way now. I have faith.